#10 || 大师兄 || 猪爸爸

我爱你。

我爱你们。

 

 

Lost in the sky

Clouds roll by

and I roll with them

Arrows fly

Seas increase

and then fall again



This world is spinning around me

This world is spinning without me

Every day send future to past

Every breath leaves me one less

to my last



Watch the sparrow falling

Gives new meaning to it all

If not today nor yet tomorrow

then some other day



I'll take seven lives for one

And then my only father's son

As sure as I did ever love him

I am not afraid



This world is spinning around me

The whole world keeps

spinning around me

All life is future to past

Every breath leaves me one less

to my last



Pull me under

Pull me under

Pull me under I'm not afraid

All that I feel is honor and spite

All I can do is set it right



Dust fills my eyes

Clouds roll by

and I roll with them

Centuries cry

Orders fly

and I fall again



This world is spinning inside me

The whole world is

spinning inside of me

Every day sends future and past

Every step brings me closer

to my last



Pull me under

Pull me under

Pull me under I'm not afraid

Living my life too much in the sun

Only until your will is done

我在这儿等着你回来，安安静静，听着音乐。

妈的有点小幸福。

我喜欢听DT,我不排DT。徐平你去郁闷吧！为了音乐我确实要买一个硬盘。

 

I touched with one
who made me run
away from my own soul...
In this world with its
many illusions
We are moving like mice through a
maze

And now I find
what's left behind
has served to make me whole
full of doubt, deception, and delusion
seeking purpose to all earthly days

I search within
beneath a skin
that bears both pleasure and pain
In a world full of constant confusion
I will not be a par to the craze

In the Afterlife
will dark be bright?
will cold be warm?
will the day have no night?
In the Afterlife?
will the blind have sight?
In the Afterlife

Behind closed eyes
some comfort lies
In knowing the truth never spoken
Through this world with us
hidden conclusion
we'll keep moving like mice through
a maze

In the Afterlife
will dark be bright?
will cold be warm?
will the day have no night?
In the Afterlife?
will the blind have sight?
In the Afterlife

In the Afterlife
will dark be bright?
will cold be warm?
will the day have no night?
In the Afterlife?
will the blind have sight?
In the Afterlife

 

心智信心，建立在对自己身体的了解之上。

 

分页。

 

唉……看起来那天我使出的肘击纯属意外，今天无聊练了一练：我连个篮球都无法准确击中。我爱ufc，我爱技术活。

中午明明吃的很饱，在运动到第一个小时结束的时候竟然已经饿得头昏眼花，但还是咬牙挺下来三百个投篮：投不中一个做两个指撑，不行陷入了恶性循环，越做越投不进……精疲力竭。

很好很好，这样我就没力气装了。再见~

 

I. the observance
An angel’s kiss now fallen
Descending scarlet cuts the sky
Faded names left on the wall
Honor the fighting leave life to die
Remembered is the sacrifice but
No praisal of blood still flowing
Who were the leaders?
What controlled the killing hand
That caused this mourning?
Crossing over...

Ii. ancient renewal
Lowered deep into the sea
Being awaits to cleanse his soul
Senses weakening time is still
Motionless by stiffening cold

The wheels race back and
Scorch his mind
Travelling all to find the land
Revelation warms a touch
And now, he will begin to
Understand

Iii. the stray seed
Extended a view to yesterday
Manifestation for none the same
Walking amidst a frightening still
No sound, no smoke, no scorching
Flames
He is risen...

Sipping his poison the raven sings
Yet another to add more bodies fallen
King from below
This one controls
The killing hand that caused this mourning.
Is it all over?

Iv. thorns
Evil genius this secret plan
Mercy dealt with the losing hand
Will he ever fell?
Can he end it all?
Our savior must make his stand

Only a prophet of years to come
Wanting mortality I’m all alone
He heard my voice
It was my choice
I’ve stopped the killing hand

V. exodus
When I go back again
Will it be the same?
I’ve stopped the cries
But now they know my name

The sea is calling me
My spirit must return
As I get closer,
Was it really worth
What I have learned?

I’m in the valley
And the saddened chimes I hear
Race toward the wall to find
One more name appears

No one is left now
My one and only land
I laugh at what I’ve done
I am the killing hand

 

 

Artist: Nirvana
Title: All Apologies
Album: Nirvana

 

What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else should I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
Married

Buried

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
In the sun

In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
Married

Buried

Married

Buried

Yeah, yeah yeah yeah

All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are

 

MD汤居然真的没有认识做图像处理的。。。

 

看到题目又是好悲好悲的，哈哈哈哈哈哈，其实各位英雄不晓得的是有一种心情叫做雀跃。

这两天一只在郁闷的一件事是中关村停业过年，买不成相机。明天六大商厦之一的e世界开门营业，我终于可以去买相机和移动硬盘。

最兴奋的当然是朱小宝毕业设计过的希望大增，只要再搞一个小实用程序就ok了，教授真是好人，我虽然从未见过您，我还是在这儿真诚的感谢你~~~~噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢噢，以兴奋就博下了假文艺的面纱。。看来我和杨畅之流还差得远，哈哈。

伟大的blue noise主音吉他手徐平同志说最近一直在练原音，还挑战我说我唱不唱得出来nirvana的味道，mlgb不果实unplugged，算个屁，我有我自己的味道，nirvana于我只是一个符号，我管它娘。

 

Nirvana Oh me

 

If I had to lose a mile
If I had to touch feelings
I would lose my soul
The way I do
I don't have to think
I only have to do it
The results are always perfect
And that's old news
Would you like to hear my voice
Sprinkled with emotion
Invented at your birth?
I can't see the end of me
My whole expanse I cannot see
I formulate infinity
Stored deep inside me
If I had to lose a mile
If I had to touch feelings
I would lose my soul
The way I do
I don't have to think
I only have to do it
The results are always perfect
And that's old news
Would you like to hear my voice
Sprinkled with emotion
Invented at your birth?
I can't see the end of me
My whole expanse I cannot see
I formulate infinity
Stored deep inside me
Stored deep inside me

 

手机终于寿终正寝，彻底发不出消息也拨不出电话了……购新手机一部，诺基亚1112，价值400元，爱不释手。妈妈得知之后居然发了这样一条短信给我：儿子又是计划之外的开支，那你还有没有钱吃饭？。。。

人生啊，我为何是如此的穷困？还有十天发工资，提前庆祝第一次超过五位数。

 

对了，我这么傻比的原因就是要告诉你们，文艺青年真的全部都是装的。

 

 

 

 

 

又是一年春来到

过节了~朱小宝不许我回家。
北京就是北京，在这儿这个时候是真正的过年。街上没有出租车，没有开门的商店。年三十的时候当我和同事夫妇不信邪，依然坐两个小时车到中关村买相机，发现所有的商厦统统关门的时候，我感受到什么叫做过年。
然后抛开坐了半天车就为了吃顿廉价麦当劳的郁闷，我开始想家想老婆。北京的太阳超级好，晒得我眼前眩晕，公交车慢慢的一颠一颠的开着，我在摇晃中阖着双眼，不停的头痛，不停的想念。
五点到七点一个人拍着篮球在体育馆度过，所有的灯光都是给我开的，值回票价。
年夜饭吃的是方便粉丝。在新的一年到来之际，我面对着电脑屏幕，右上方是朱小宝的脸，左边一些是两个赤膊的男人在博斗，窗外传来不绝的鞭炮声，真是超现实。。。
朱小宝，爸爸陪你一起难过，希望这样你可以少难过些。

 

初一的阳光还是很好很好，有些微风，路上很少车也很少人，happy，天地仿佛是我一个人的。可惜昨天没有买到相机，唉唉。
我惊喜地发现中芯花园小超市香格里拉香烟一条只要80元。。。
明天会怎么样，后天会怎么样，还有大后天。

 

 

幸福的子弹

词/曲:郑钧

我无法抵挡
这可怜的眼光
也无处躲藏
只会让你感到失望
当你象个孩子一样
依偎在我身旁
我就像个大人那样
心里充满绝望
唉嗨 唉嗨 难道非要这样
唉嗨 唉嗨 难道非要这样

我不想躲闪
你的泪如子弹
亲爱的来吧
将这无望的心洞穿
当你象个大人那样
只想把我刺伤
我就象个孩子一样
再次开始盼望
哎嗨 哎嗨 幸福就是这样
哎嗨 哎嗨 幸福就是这样

我怎么能离去
当你睡得正甜蜜
安静而又美丽
让我不忍心打扰你
别了 别了 别了 别了

好久没有晚上一个人在听着歌写文字，而且居然听的没有什么鼓点和电琴。最近好累啊，累得每天貌似很

充实的样子……但是我晓得那只是充满，不是充实，我什么也没有怎么会充实？我来北京不就是为了这个

，让一堆垃圾占据我的身心，顺便锻炼身体：可是我怎么有些后悔呢。
人真是贱。宝贝，为了不知所谓，而且以后永远也不会知道是为了什么的事情忙得两眼深陷，头昏脑胀，

这本来是我用来逃避想你的办法。经过这样的两个星期，爸爸害怕了。我知道了为什么大部分的人的生活

会是那个样子，为什么会觉得爱情不再，会淡掉，会从进行曲变成若有若无的细细余音直到消失：要是不

够牛比，会意识不到自己为什么活着，会把目的忘掉，在无限的傻比兮兮的追求丢掉自己，到了最后可能

都想不起来自己追求的是什么，却还自得其乐。
幸好是我们俩个在一起。

 

 

发烧完毕。音乐里加了架子鼓，大量的架子鼓，哈哈哈哈。
今天出了一件最傻比的事，花了六十块打车到朝阳门，去中国人寿办理境外紧急救援保险。客服小姐拿出

保单：先生，在这儿填你的个人信息。
要求填护照号，但是我没有带，也不记得。
情急之下求救号码百事通：请问哪儿能跟据名字查到我的护照号码？现在急用。
先生给您出入境管理局的电话号码好吗。
比比比。。。。
你好，请帮我查一下我的护照号码，我叫傻比。
好的傻比先生，请您带上你的身份证每周一至周五上午八点到下午六点来民生路1800号出入境管理局柜面

查询。
再见……
送我来的出租车司机爽坏了，回去的路上给我讲现在钱不好挣，比不上上海的出租，一天只能拉3，400块

。。没有办法，直到先回宿舍拿了护照，再次原路返回，再再次原路返回。
总共结算用了250块整，太贴切了，我不原意但却不能不意识到其中的讽刺之处。

 

 

车上听广播，两个女人讲20岁的女人和30岁的女人，还有不少观众踊跃发段信参与讨论。其中一个女主持

他要是男人，会比较喜欢30岁的，因为比较成熟，有思想，不会那么麻烦男人，不需要用男人太多时间，

轻松而快活。听到这段我就想，现在的女人真好啊，又骚又不用负责，我为什么结婚了。不光是男人比较

贱么，朱小宝？
但是后来放的两首歌很小资，很温柔，天外飞仙，用主持人的话说是就像一个晴朗的夏天独自一个人坐在

阳光下喝咖啡。。。。太他妈公式化了，这种病态的心情惹人怜爱，永远都是。缺爱的才会吸引人，否则

世界是什么样？但是真的太俗了，可就连我也避免不了这样的心境，人真是贱的可以。
继续说20岁和30岁。用油画和水墨画做比；用酒，茶或者咖啡做比；用交响乐和轻音乐作比。这一大堆东

西，而男人是什么都想要的，同时，我要是没有结婚，又只好同时搞一个20岁的，一个30岁的：早上喝咖

啡，听轻音乐，晚上喝酒听交响乐。唉唉，小宝啊小宝，我太幸运了。
后来听着这些狗屎睡着了，直到司机将我叫醒，给我四张连在一起的发票，一脸淫笑。

 

 

小宝在给我打早电话的时候很难过，我也很难过。不管什么样的抱怨和难受，都绝对不会让事情变得哪怕

好上一丁点，不要低头。我这样安慰她，也这样安慰我自己。

 

Heart Shaped Box
Band:Nirvana

 

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

 

Hey!
Wait!
I've got a little complain
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on Angel Hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back